Jul 05 2011
Walking Out
There is a woods road cutting through one of my frequent haunts. Nestled deep in the Green Mountains, it is one of many such roads I have walked over the years – usually on the way out.
Unlike most foot trails, woods roads are gently graded and free of obstacles. That makes them easy to follow. That makes it easy to ruminate while walking them.
This particular woods road is one of my favorites because it is only one lane wide with virtually no shoulders. With the exception of one summer home and a few camps at the very end of it, there is no development along this road. That makes walking it almost as pleasant as being in the trackless woods. Sometimes even more so because here I can drift along, lost in my thoughts.
This road is rarely traveled. I have encountered people on it but more often moose, deer and other wildlife. I usually use this road to get out of the woods after a good day of hiking or fishing, so I’m in a good frame of mind while walking it. A very good frame of mind. In fact, I’m rarely happier anywhere else.
I have walked this road with others on occasion, but it’s a solitary road for the most part. Just me, my dog and my thoughts. I have walked this road for so many years that it feels more like home to me than wherever it is that I end up. The road itself is my home. From here I can go everywhere and nowhere.
I can feel myself aging as I walk this road. I was in my twenties when I first walked it, and can easily imagine myself walking it in my seventies. Nearby is a place where I’d like my ashes scattered someday. This is one of the first roads I walked when I came to Vermont. Maybe it will be the last.
What do I think about while walking this road? Everything and nothing. But always my thoughts end the same way: I’ve got to be at such-and-such a place at such-and-such a time, and my car is just around the corner. Too bad for that. Because, if I had my way, I would walk this road forever.
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Excuse the brief comment, but: Like this. Yah. The drawback of the easy way.